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| well life is going good . i finally realized the main problem in my life ... m-e-n ! haha . i spend all this time being depressed when matt and i break up, but ya know what its the best thing in the world for me . we arent meant to be . if we were then we would be able to sit in the same room with each other for 5 minutes without goin at each others throats about the stupidest shit . its the summer and im keeping my marital status at single . and i dont plan on dating at all .. all i want to do if party with my friends . work and get a car by october . and enjoy being who i am . for the past almost 3 years i have been puttin myself last in line and i cant let that happen anymore . ive quit all the hard drugs and alcohol . the only thing im going to do from now on is smoke pot . im slowly quittin cigarettes as well . next year i want to go back to school so im gonna be makin phone calls this week or next so i can set up a meeting and sign back into GEHRHS . even if i have to repeat my 11th grade year im gettin my diploma . i wanna prove everyone wrong . i can do it .. and im going to do it . fuck what everyone else says . im not a loser and i am goin somewhere in life . its just taking me a little bit longer to get my head on straight but by next summer i plan to have a car, a good steady job and hopefully a high school diploma. but anyways enough about all that .. the past few days have been amazing . on the 4th of july i went to my cousin christians house in linwood and we went to jen's house and smoked . we didnt see the fireworks but we could hear them! haha.. i wound up sleepin at christians house and then on monday we chilled at his house practically all day, but then we had to go to jens cause my aunt went psycho bitch on me and christian and cause we needed weed .. but nobody had any in sea aire! we had been looking for trees for like 2 hours and finally i saw my boys driving through mystic point ( erd,richard and brenden) and richard got us trees! it was great.. so we wound up smokin mad weed at the club and the dead end it was me,christian,dave,shawn,dezmond, and jen ... at around midnight we were all tired so we decided to split . but me and christian werent allowed to go to his moms so we slept at daves. in the mornin christian and dave had summer school but christian didnt go .. he stayed with me so i wasnt stuck in somers point.. but then at 10:30 he had to go paintin with his dad so i went to jens and chilled with her .. at 2:00 ryan came over and needed some bud so i called my boy richard and he came out here and got us and 8th..just as we got the weed christian came back with mad money and he bought more trees! we smoked non stop yesterday.. it was beautiful! at around 11:30 last night i had to catch the bus home cause i had to babysit from 2:00 to 10:00 and thats where im at right now (babysitting) .. the baby is sleeping and the two older boys are at their friends house and im so bored . i think thats why i wrote so much today haha.. well i gotta go now cause half baked is on channel 151! hehe .. scream at u guys tomorrow! late | | |
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